12/12

So, celebrated my birthday yesterday. Turning 1 year older, 1 year wiser lol...Hhmm I received some presents but mostly all gift sets from L'Occitane and The Body Shop which I love! hahaha...You've no idea...I am somehow a freak when it comes to facial and body lotions, creams or anything to do with beauty products!^_^ Receiving those gift sets really makes me happy! hahaha...But there is one gift that I like the most! Thank you Yoong, Shevoune, Elly and Palm for that! I like photo frame alot!!! :D

My mum gives me extra AUD300 for me to buy clothes hahaha...This is very unusual from her!!! She said that money is for me to buy some formal clothes as I am starting to work on Tuesday. How nice my mum is!!! Love her loads! hahaha...Besides that, I received a surprise birthday breakfast! lol :P Went for some apartments inspection in the city after breakfast. After those inspections, there comes my biggest birthday present! ^_^ hehehe, I'll keep that present as a mystery lol :P

Anyway, at night after dinner I went to Crown. Was in a hurry cuz I need to try my luck before it turns 12am. Quickly changed some chips and woah!!! I won! hahaha...Was winning then lost it again all because of YAN WEI LEONG! You are dai sai ppl! U called then I lost money! Shit! Hung off the phone with him and guess what??? I won again!!! See see see, he really dai sai! Bring bad luck! LOL :P

Basically that's how I celebrated my birthday. Simple but yet special :) In fact it was really special. Why? Hhmm that's because I received a surprise call from that someone. Yes, I was hoping the someone will surprise me by a call, I really didn't expect the someone will call, but...somehow...I got the surprise. Never ever occurred to me, you would called but...you did. I was speechless for awhile over the phone because I really didn't expect I hear your voice. I thought that wish might not come true but you made it came true for me. I have nothing to say but thank you very much for the call. It was really unexpected from you. And now...I know...you do read my blog...Thank you, thank you, thank you very much. You said over the phone, I will get my present when I come back, keep your promise ok? :P Anyway, really thanks alot for the call! Thank you for making my wish came true. You take care...

2 more days to go...

2 more days to go, I'm gonna step into an important age of my life...Being 1 year older actually is not a big deal for me as I know everyone of us have to grow old eventually, noone can escape this part of life. As long as we stay young in our heart, keep up our look and of course keep our body on the go as health is a gift from God, no matter how old we are, we always can be as young as we want us to be! This year has been a tough year for me, stressing out for my finals and completed my studied, graduated, struggling in job hunting and finally got a job and now worrying about my application for Australia PR. But still, I do thank God for giving me strength and confidence in approaching everything I do. It is a tough journey but compared to the last 2 years, this year I managed to go through all the hard times without letting my tears and fears overcome me. I did cry but not as much as used to be. I guess I really have grown up. Yes, I surely did.

Mum asked me what I want for my birthday, I said, "I want to go back home to see you, daddy, didi and popo. I want to celebrate my big day with all of you. Without you, daddy and popo, I won't be here. Without my little brother, I wouldn't know my unconditional love for him is so important for my decision making. I just want to be with all of you." It has been 3 years I didn't get to celebrate my birthday with them. I thought I could fulfilled my own wish by flying home to celebrate my birthday but thing just doesn't seem that easy, this is what we called 'LIFE'. I got a job, my training starts next Tuesday until the end of this month then I start working on the 4th of January next year, I really have no time to go back home to see them. I miss them very much. This is one of my birthday list that I really hope I can fulfill, the only birthday wish I hope it will come true.

Mr.G asked me what I want for my birthday, he took me to my favourite shopping mall and told me I can choose whatever I want. Usually this put a smile on my face and I will ask for 2 presents instead of 1 but this time, I looked at him and said all I want is a trip back to KL. He wanted to buy me an air ticket but I stopped him from doing that. I could have simply let him buy me the air ticket and my wish comes true, I can see my family. The thing is I don't know when I have the time to go back home. Working life is different from student life. When you work, you have no time to travel around. Just the 2 of us, standing in front of Gucci, my favourite designer brand, looking at the shop, I still don't know what I want as my birthday present. Gucci you know, Gucci!!! Every time I see this shop, I will run or almost run into the shop but that day, I have no interest to go in at all. Clearly show that, I really miss my family... :(

Anyway, 2 more days to go! I will be 1 year older. Friends and cousins already teasing me but I don't mind and I don't care. Hhmm...ok ok, I have to stop being so emo..."Emo"...this word, argh makes me think of stupid Palm and Yoong, u guys got me the other day!=/ Speaking of which, my birthday list, hahahahahahhahaha I have a long birthday present list! Who wants to be Santa Claus? Who has too much money and want to do some charity? Come come, fulfill for me!!! LOL :P

I want a Gucci wallet, that wallet is my favourite among all, I love it love it love it! Thought of giving myself for this birthday but haih...don't talk about it, the wallet out of stock in Australia!!! argh!!! Mr.G was trying to get for me too, hopefully he can get it in the city store otherwise I have to let go my love for this wallet which I am so reluctant to do so!!! :( If he can't get it, a replacement of a Gucci bag is not a bad idea too, lol...Or Burberry sunglasses? mmuuaahahaha or DKNY watch which I wanted it since 2 years ago hehehehehe...or...or a weekend getaway to an unknown place, noone can contact us :P

I also want a new phone cuz both of my phones are...just...you know...dying soon...1 of them already in ICU, another is on the way, sigh...Who wants to surprise me with an iphone or a HTC Hero? mmuuaahahaha...There is still a long way to go of my birthday present list but I'm not gonna list everything here, you guys will say I am one crazy greedy girl hehehe...Ohya if I was back home, cash cash cash is always the best present from my popo! hahahahahaha...

Hhmm actually there is 1 thing in my list, I am somehow wishing you will surprise me by giving me a call on my birthday. I don't really know why am I hoping the someone to give me a call to wish me, I guess that...I still miss...the someone. Came across your profile yesterday, looking at the pics did give me an urge to send you a message to ask how are you, how's life been treating you but just when I was about to start typing, I stopped. At that moment, I was hoping I could hear your voice on my birthday. This is just another wish will never come true...But who knows, I might get the surprise...Surprise me, would you? Cuz I know, deep inside my heart...I still miss you.

I am expecting calls from the people who know my birthday! You guys know who you are! If I miss any calls from any of you, watch out! You guys know what I will do! mmuuaahahahahaha...

Gone, all gone...

It has been about 2 months I didn't blog, of course during these 2 months lots of drama happened. Hhmm where should I start? Ok, let me update about myself. I finally graduated! I did not attend the ceremony but I went there, borrow my friend's gown and took photos. I choose not to attend because I have attended 2 years ago, this is just another certificate for me. My family wasn't here for my big day, I cannot blame them cuz I didn't tell them about it. And because of this, I had a huge fight with my mum, of course. We didn't talk for almost a week. So scary for me! I know is my fault but we can't turn back time. Mum forgives me, I promised her I will never let her down again and will do my very best to make her happy and proud of me!

Next, I completed my French course level 1, got a certificate for that. Was very happy about it but on the last day of my course, I wasn't feeling well. When I mean not feeling well, I was really really unwell. I wasn't feeling good in the class but I managed to stay until the very end of the it, got home realised I was bleeding and the very next morning went to doctor, did a test. Scared the hell out of me when the doctor didn't even know what's wrong with me. Got the test results, thank God everything is alright but I still not well, doctor gave me medicine so I was being very obedient, completed the course of the medicine. Feeling better and I can feel I am recovering slowly. The doctor also told me to rest more, relax, try not to be so stress and be cool all the time so people, don't make me angry or annoy me hahahahaha...

Coming up is I got a job! Yes, finally!!! After been through seven interviews, I finally got a job! I was so stress out when the CEO told me she will give me an answer in the next 3 days, I was very very stress. I kept praying hard to get the job as it is the ideal job I was looking for! 3 days later, she called, my heart was about to jump out and yet she didn't tell me if I get the job, she was asking me about something and told me she will get back to me soon. I was like, "What the hell!!!" Waited for 3 hours, still no news...until 7pm, I checked my mail and the CEO told me to go into her office the next day, she wants to see me because she has something to discuss with me. I was happy but yet very nervous and scared, not to forget stress as well! I couldn't sleep well the whole night and got up really early to prepare myself. 24/11/2009, 1pm, I went into her office, greeted her and sat down and here she goes, "Hi Pui Yee, how are you? Had a lovely weekend? After some discussion and considerations, we are more than happy to welcome you to join our team, so congratulation and welcome on board!" YES, all that came out from the CEO's mouth, exact sentence! I swear I didn't change or add anything in it! Just at that very moment, I was stunned. I didn't know what to say, didn't know what to do but to give a big happy smile and said, "Oh, thank you thank you! I'm very happy I can join the team, I will give my very best!" And yes, the smile on my face stayed on for the whole day! Once I got out from the office, I gave a call to my mum, before she could said a thing, I screamed, "Hello mummy, I got the job I got the job I got the job! Mummy, I GOT THE JOB! I'm so happy!!! Where's daddy? Tell him tell him I got the job, tell him NOW!" No words can describe my happiness, every one in my family very happy for me as well as my friends! I will always remember this date, the day I got my ideal job! So Yoong, you better pray hard that this job secure my income otherwise say goodbye to shark fin soup hahaha...

Enough update about myself. Now here comes something I am very sad about. Friends here leaving one by one. Most of them leaving for goods. I don't know how to describe the amazing friendship I formed here. When you are far away from home, all you have is yourselves. Like me, I came here all alone, I don't have any family member nor friends. From then I started to make friends, from 1 to 2 to 3 to 4 to 5 to more but as time passed, all of them leave 1 by 1 by 1 by 1. This year I know a couple of friends, they are amazing! Simply amazing! I had heaps of fun with them, I enjoyed every moments with them, I just love hanging out with them. But earlier tonight, 1 of them left this country for good. Had dinner with him last night, chat for about an hour and then the part I hate the most came, saying goodbye. Deep inside my heart, I was sad, I told myself not to cry and I hold on tight. After saying goodbye, we went to different direction heading home. All the way back home I was very quiet but I didn't cry, how I wish I have known them since long time because these guys, believe me, they are amazing! Among all the friends I know in Melbourne, I can proudly say, they are the best! I couldn't have asked for more. They are fun to be with, out-going, great listener, very caring, know how to party in a very "gay" way hahaha, and most of all they are hardcore drinker! LOL :P Like seriously!!! In 3 more days, another of them is going, 1 by 1, all gone...I know I'm gonna miss them very much! I really hope you guys keep your promise, come back here and keep in touch all the time! Don't leave me and Shevoune here, only the 2 of us is not fun and crazy enough in the club because we lack of gayness shows from you guys *wink to Palm and Yoong* hahaha...

Yoong, keep in touch! Don't play hide and seek game! Get your ass back here as you promised in 2 years time and we gonna rock Baraki down!!!

Elly babe, I hope you and Palm will come back here. I will be your number 1 supporter on childcare! :) You are still someone that I adore and like very much!

Palm, before you go, don't forget to cook tomyum for me and kidnap Bon to cook for me!!! Get your ass back here too, I want to see your 50baht live lap dance show! lol :P

I wish the 3 of you the very best in life! Even though I just know you guys not as long as you guys know each other but still, the friendship I have with you guys is great, one word "awesome"! I really gonna miss you guys loads! Whenever I pass by Baraki now, I will always think of you guys and it will always put a smile on my face. Thank you for coming out on that day, the dinner, the flower, the frame mostly and Baraki. I really really enjoyed that night, it was super crazy fun night out! Thank you for the great times! I'm looking forward our next night out which I hope it will be very soon!*finger crossed* Yoong, I still don't understand your message, I'm amazing in what way? And yeah, 'great things come in small packages', thanks alot for that, Palm's bitch!@#$%^&*

Anyway, take care and all the best! Have a bright future! Hope we can meet soon and go on a trip together! Keep in touch and I will always miss having fun with you guys! Is really nice knowing all of you! Apart from that, Mr.G gave me the biggest surprise ever to tell me he starting to feel very comfortable with you guys so yeah as what Yoong said, National Day, mark down the date! lol...I should thank you guys for that :) It is very rare or almost zero possibility for Mr.G to feel comfy around my friends, hehehe...terima kasih!

For Shevoune Lim "Ah Lian", you lesbian bitch, shake your ass back to Melbourne! I miss you and I am bored, quick come back!!!