Everyone is back!

Back back!!! Hahaha Francis is back in town! Sally is back in town! Evelyn is back in town! Carol is back in town soon! Yeah, everyone is back in town for big day!!! I'm so looking forward to see everyone on our big day! So happy, so excited!!! ^_^

Went out on Sunday night to welcome back Francis hahaha...Lai told me Yiktsay gonna send us home so yeah, I can go home late late late without worry of no transport hahaha...As usual our gathering is at the same place, when I saw Francis, I was like "hahaha u're back, hello!" And everything was fine, we chat, we joke, we laugh and then suddenly I felt so weird to see Francis lol...I guess since he went back to Malaysia, few times of our outings, I didnt see him and all of sudden he is sitting opposite me, that feeling just weird hehehe. Anyhow it still feels good that everyone is back now, we gonna have gathering before everyone fly home.

So this is the thing, when we were having fun catching up with everyone...all of sudden, I thought of someone. The someone that I haven't seen for half year, the someone that I haven't talk to for few months, the someone that we both stop contacting each other for months. I was wondering how is the someone doing, what is the someone been up to, and just when I was wondering around, suddenly...I just miss the someone...very much...This is weird, I mean this feeling is weird. It's ok that I miss the someone cuz we are friends and wondering how a friend is going on but the fact that I miss the someone very much is really really a weird feeling! I haven't been missing the someone that much since a long time, now this feeling coming back to me, I just feel weird...weird...weird...

Not long after I got home, I was on bed. Was tired, tried to sleep but damn it! I couldn't sleep at all! I guess it was the mixture of tea during our catching up session in the city. gosh, I really couldn't sleep, move here and there, changed position for thousand times, my eyes were still wide open! I took my phone and connected to facebook. I sent the someone a message on facebook, just to say hi and wondering how has the someone been going on, within seconds, the someone replied. I was kind of shock, it was a quick response. After few replies, we stopped. I finally managed to sleep when the sunrise! geez, it has been so long since I slept so "early" in the morning!!!

I woke up, get ready, online for few minutes and read back the messages between me and the someone. I still miss the someone. I don't know why, all the moments with the someone running back to me. I don't like that, I off my laptop, turn on the TV, head to the kitchen, distract myself from thinking of the someone, trying to block all the moments coming into my head. I know if I allow those moments overtake me, I will miss the someone more and more and its not a good thing. I know it clearly, no, we both know it clearly there is no beginning and/or ending line for the both of us. Not that I am being mean, we both knew it. The one moment of that night cannot lead us to a better relationship. It was just a fling and yes, it is a mistake. We cannot undo our mistake but we can, not repeating our mistake. The thought of the someone keeps appearing in my head for the whole yesterday, I want to stop it. I was doing good all this while but why, all of the sudden the someone image appears again?

Finally something distracted me from thinking of the someone, what a relief! Well, time passes, life goes on. I wish the best in the someone, I hope everything goes well on the someone. You take care.

4 months later

Hi everyone! I'm back! hahaha after such a long time! It has been 4 months since I last blog. Not that I don't wanna blog, just that I've been so busy for the past 3 months and yes, I am lazy! hahaha...So many things been happening in these 4 months, goods and bads, ups and downs, this is just the cycle of life! mmuuaahahaha...

Anyway, let's get a quick catch up on what I have been up to...Here comes the lists...hhmm...

1) After the last blog, I was busy studying hard for my final.

2) After final exam, I was busy partying! hahaha, nice one! Been going out almost everyday with friends, lunch, dinner, yumcha, clubbing n hanging out at their place.

3) Busy working. For some who don't know, I was in an internship for few weeks.

4) During and after internship, busy looking for jobs and went for interviews.

5) Busy being tour guide. Friends and cousin came to visit just right after another, it was really hectic weeks for me at that time but I had heaps of fun in GC with cousin hahaha and not to forget I was enjoying myself so much catching up with my pig, NG SUE ANN I'm taking about you, lol ^_^ gosh, I miss her now!!! One of my friend whom I know from kindergarten came to Melbourne 2 weeks ago, met up with him and his gf, I feel so bad being a bad tour guide for them as I didn't have much free time during their visit and I was knocked up by sickness. Anyhow I'm so happy for him, congrats to u my friend, I'm really happy for u and I will try my best to attend your big day! :D

6) I was back to normal or more than normal I should said, my free time drives me nuts! I stay home almost everyday, I nearly got myself into depression because of that, lol sounds so scary but hey, its true!!! And finally I got myself enrolled in a short course! Yeah!!! My class started last Thursday night, so now at least I have something to do...=)

So yeah, that was what I have been occupied of. Well, there is more but let's not get into so details, keep some privacy for myself lol :P

Four months passed by, lots of things happened, lots of things changed. But one good thing is all of us still keep in touch even though some gone back for good. I got to know some new friends, they are awesome! Funny and easy-going! I actually should thank Yoong and Elly for this, if it wasn't them who called me out, I wouldn't have known the others. They are really fun to be with, can joke around and the teasing is just double up the fun, fanstatic! So yeah, Yoong and Elly, thank you for that!^_^

More to update but I'm sleepy now, will continue tomorrow or the day after. I'm pretty sure I will be busy tomorrow 'cause everyone is back, yahoo!!! Graduation in 3 days, gosh, I'm so so so excited and happy! Finally hhmm not really finally tho, my 2nd graduation in just 3 days hahaha, I guess the thing is everyone is back! We can all hang out again before everyone heads back to where they belong. Yes, we have to, no, we MUST hang out! We have to take tons of photos mainly on our big day! I can't wait for that, hahaha...Now that I think about it, I'm not sure if I can update my blog tomorrow or the day after as we will be going here and there, catching up with each other but anyway, I will update soon, I promise!

Ok, my dreamland is calling me. I'm off! ciao~