Everyone is back!

Back back!!! Hahaha Francis is back in town! Sally is back in town! Evelyn is back in town! Carol is back in town soon! Yeah, everyone is back in town for big day!!! I'm so looking forward to see everyone on our big day! So happy, so excited!!! ^_^

Went out on Sunday night to welcome back Francis hahaha...Lai told me Yiktsay gonna send us home so yeah, I can go home late late late without worry of no transport hahaha...As usual our gathering is at the same place, when I saw Francis, I was like "hahaha u're back, hello!" And everything was fine, we chat, we joke, we laugh and then suddenly I felt so weird to see Francis lol...I guess since he went back to Malaysia, few times of our outings, I didnt see him and all of sudden he is sitting opposite me, that feeling just weird hehehe. Anyhow it still feels good that everyone is back now, we gonna have gathering before everyone fly home.

So this is the thing, when we were having fun catching up with everyone...all of sudden, I thought of someone. The someone that I haven't seen for half year, the someone that I haven't talk to for few months, the someone that we both stop contacting each other for months. I was wondering how is the someone doing, what is the someone been up to, and just when I was wondering around, suddenly...I just miss the someone...very much...This is weird, I mean this feeling is weird. It's ok that I miss the someone cuz we are friends and wondering how a friend is going on but the fact that I miss the someone very much is really really a weird feeling! I haven't been missing the someone that much since a long time, now this feeling coming back to me, I just feel weird...weird...weird...

Not long after I got home, I was on bed. Was tired, tried to sleep but damn it! I couldn't sleep at all! I guess it was the mixture of tea during our catching up session in the city. gosh, I really couldn't sleep, move here and there, changed position for thousand times, my eyes were still wide open! I took my phone and connected to facebook. I sent the someone a message on facebook, just to say hi and wondering how has the someone been going on, within seconds, the someone replied. I was kind of shock, it was a quick response. After few replies, we stopped. I finally managed to sleep when the sunrise! geez, it has been so long since I slept so "early" in the morning!!!

I woke up, get ready, online for few minutes and read back the messages between me and the someone. I still miss the someone. I don't know why, all the moments with the someone running back to me. I don't like that, I off my laptop, turn on the TV, head to the kitchen, distract myself from thinking of the someone, trying to block all the moments coming into my head. I know if I allow those moments overtake me, I will miss the someone more and more and its not a good thing. I know it clearly, no, we both know it clearly there is no beginning and/or ending line for the both of us. Not that I am being mean, we both knew it. The one moment of that night cannot lead us to a better relationship. It was just a fling and yes, it is a mistake. We cannot undo our mistake but we can, not repeating our mistake. The thought of the someone keeps appearing in my head for the whole yesterday, I want to stop it. I was doing good all this while but why, all of the sudden the someone image appears again?

Finally something distracted me from thinking of the someone, what a relief! Well, time passes, life goes on. I wish the best in the someone, I hope everything goes well on the someone. You take care.